Now I Understand

Ever
since
you
left
me
I
have
been
warding
off
this
anguish
thinking
I
couldn't
stand
it
now
I
know
I
am
not
supposed
to
stand
it
but
just
let
it
dissolve
me
over
and
over
again
till
there
is
nothing
left
of
me
but
you.