Everybody's Happy but Me

Because
I'm
not
there
yet
Because
I
need
more
time
They
had
a
head start
I
need
more
instruction
My
aura
is leaking?
I
need
to
go
on
a
trip
lose
weight
forgive my mother
find
the
right
spiritual
teacher
who
'understands'
me
tell
my
story
have
more
guts
get
away
from
U.G.
move
in
with
him
figure
it
all
out
release
it
try
harder
quit
trying
Then
Then?
Then
I'll
be
happy
too
like everybody else.