Birthday Blues

Horrible
birthday
celebrations
my
last
one
with
you
in
Palm
Springs
in
the
Italian
restaurant
when
I
came
in
last
after
parking
the
car
and
I
had
to
sit
20 people
away
from
you
in
a
seat
everyone
laughing
joking
me
sad
depressed
to
be
so
far
away
from
you (as you ignored me)
and
me
ordering
only
soup
and
paying
for
everyone's
dinner
because
this
is
what
you
wanted.